Serving in Ecuador this Month by Kim

In October, a team of 6 pediatric doctors, 1 endocrinologist, 1 physician, 2 audiologists, and 1 dental hygienist embarked on a pediatric caravan to bring resources to areas without medical access. Despite difficulties resulting from the protests, they served 606 patients across several provinces.

 

The patients ranged from infants to 18 years old. The dentistry team saw 61 patients for cleanings and performed fluoride treatments on all patients over 2 years old. Dental hygiene kits were given to all.

 

Additionally, endocrinology could screen blood sugars using equipment made for children. Patients were also educated on how to prevent parasites.

 

Due to the many road closures caused by the protests, white flags were attached to the vans, letting people know a medical caravan needed to get through. Calls were made to community leaders for help clearing the way. In some cases, team members had to move logs and stones from the roadways, even covering holes! Throughout the week, team members were careful and vigilant, taking care of one another.

 

We are grateful that we serve a faithful God who guides our paths and provides a way to serve others well. Amidst all the adversity, the only thing that mattered was the children’s smiles.

A Reflection from Kim

A lot came up when I think about the most recent Ecuador trip. The day before leaving, there were conversations about whether we should even go based on the protests happening in Ecuador. The protests were going on in the areas where we were to serve. One area had already been canceled because we could not get there due to blocked roads. The decision was made after a lot of conversations and prayer. We took a big step forward, not knowing exactly what the week had in store, but taking the step that God had brought us this far.

 

We had to change a lot, sometimes at the last minute, but the team was amazing, flexible, and so excited to serve and care. We had to move tree trunks, drive over dirt piles, and fill potholes, but we made it to every place we were supposed to be. Our amazing staff helped in different communities, with relatives accompanying us through blocked areas. Local restaurants opened their doors to us, and we received and experienced Ecuadorian hospitality in new, big ways we had never imagined.

 

One day, our last day, we went to a community high in the mountains called Isacata. A family brought their son, who had been having continuous seizures for a few hours. She had been giving him a medication every hour to try to stop them. We had a team of pediatricians, some of whom specialized in seizures and how to manage them. We were able to give recommendations for the next steps, write different notes to the hospital, and send them to a hospital in Quito. You always wonder sometimes with teams if you make the right decisions. I wondered, of course, if we could have seen more patients or done things differently, but at that moment, I realized that it could have been for this young man, for whom our team was meant to be here. Having specialists who could give the exact information needed wasn’t a coincidence. All the doubts left in that moment, knowing there was a reason bigger than us.

 

I’m so grateful for such an amazing team of individuals willing to serve when things were less than perfect. A team willing to have conversations, encourage each other, and lift up those around them. A team willing to go even when it’s messy and hard. Grateful for the encouragement to me personally. Just grateful.

 

Also, for me personally, it was great to spend an hour with friends who used to do life together, catching up and continuing life. Encouragement from my partners like Esther and Mirian, who gave me much-needed laughter, hugs, and love, was SO life-giving.

 

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An Night to Remember

Join us for our First Annual Celebration Event on Saturday, November 8th! This will be a night of fellowship, inspirational stories, and celebrating our ministry and people.

Six staff members from Cayambe and a local pastor are traveling to Chicago in November to share about the project and how ministry is done in Ecuador. Several events are planned throughout the weekend, and all are open to anyone who would like to come and learn.

Tickets to the Celebration Dinner can be purchased online or by check through the mail with RSVP. Check out our Fall 2025 Event page on our website for details.

 

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A Very Busy Year

This picture represents a visual depiction of our all of our travel for Ministry Assignment (formerly known as Home Assignment) this past year.  Really, we don’t feel like it does it justice.

 

In total, we visited 40 churches (or other church related speaking events) from June 2024 through June 2025.  And this was right on the heals of transitioning our family from Ecuador to the United States after 14 years of ministry in Ecuador.

 

Here is a breakdown of all of our trips that are depicted in the picture above.

 

2024
June 23rd — Real Community Covenant Church, Marion, IN
August 11th — Church of the Good Shepherd, Joliet, IL
September 8th — Donaldson ECC, Donaldson, IN
September 22nd — Valley Covenant Church, Stillman Valley, IL
September 29th — Covenant Community Church, Fairfield, OH
October 13th — Real Community Covenant Church, Marion, IN
October 20th — First Covenant Church, Youngstown, OH
October 27th — New Community Covenant Church, Chicago, IL
November 3rd — Grace Covenant Church, Iron River, MI
November 10th — DeerGrove Covenant Church, Palatine, IL
November 17th — Evangelical Covenant Church, New London, MN
December 1st — Bay Covenant Church, Green Bay, WI
December 8th — Hope Covenant Church, Indianapolis, IN
December 22nd — Redeemer Covenant Church, Carrolton, TX

2025
January 12th — Pleasant Community Church, Warren, PA
January 19th — Grace Methodist Church, Hartford City, IN
January 26th — Bethany Covenant Church, Berlin, CT
February 2nd — North Park Covenant Church, Machesney Park, IL
February 9th — Northwest Covenant Church, Mt. Prospect, IL
February 23rd — New Hope Covenant Church, Richland, MI
March 2nd — St. John’s Covenant Church, Millersburg, OH
March 15th — Central Conference Women’s Retreat, Galesburg, IL
March 16th — First Covenant Church, Lincoln, NE
March 16th — Evangelical Covenant Church, Ceresco, NE
March 23rd — First Covenant Church, Willmar, MN
March 23rd — Dawson Covenant Church, Dawson, MN
March 26th — North Park Covenant Church, Chicago, IL
March 31st — Hope Covenant Church, Chandler, AZ
April 6th — Eastside Covenant Church, Tucson, AZ
April 13th — Baudette Covenant Church, Baudette, MN
April 13th — Dassel Covenant Church, Dassel, MN
April 27th — Cannon Beach Comm Church, Cannon Beach, OR
May 2nd & 3rd — ECC of Canada Annual Meeting, Strathmore, AB, Canada
May 18th — Journey Covenant Church, Wichita, KS
June 1st — New Community Covenant Church (Bronzeville), Chicago, IL
June 8th — First Covenant Church, Willoughby Hills, OH
June 15th — The Grove Covenant Church, Lafayette, IN
June 15th — Riverside Covenant Church, West Lafayette, IN
June 26th – 28th — Gather 2025, Orlando, FL

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A Picture Speaks

This may just look like a pile of papers to most of you, but to us, it is a representation in picture form of what this last year has entailed.  It represents connection and conversation, sharing joys and being honest about life.  It represents hours of preparation for sermons, devotionals and presentations.  This picture shows a lot of the bulletins from churches or engagements that we were able to be a part of this last year during our Ministry Assignment (formerly known as Home Assignment).  This is a time connect with churches and individuals to tell them about what is happening in Ecuador.  To give witness to what God is doing, and God is up to a lot!  It represents conversations over coffee and Midwest church potlucks where we reminisce with previous Ecuador team members and their visits, it represents the prayers of the people who lift us up, some daily or more than that which in turn represents miracles that we have seen.  It catalogues hours of preparation, emails, phone calls to set up plans of connection.  It also represents tears and exhaustion, feelings of overwhelmed in transition and loss and new.  We visited almost all of our churches which means most Sundays we were not in our home church or even at home at all.

 

Deeper in the picture you see other things, tossed sheets and an unmade bed.  What you don’t see are the unpacked bags and the stacked books that have yet to find a place, dust bunnies and stacks of papers.  Because the investment in time of connection which has been so valuable also represents time less spent on feeling at home, unpacking an extra 50 suitcases, organizing and feeling settled.

 

We have so enjoyed these times of connection over the last year because it represents you all!  Those who pray for us, read our newsletters, ask us questions and plan trips to Ecuador!  It represents partnership.  It represents connection.

 

We ask that you pray for us during this next season.  As we transition from church visits and sharing with you all about Ecuador to connecting more together as a family, trying to create stable rhythms of rest, transitioning to life in the U.S. and making our house feel more stable and a place of rest.  Transitioning to inviting others in to our space that we create and connecting in different ways. Building friendships and investing in our community where we are and continuing to work in Ecuador through trips, phone calls, Zoom calls and mission trips and even preparing for members of our Ecuador team to teach on a reverse mission trip here in the U.S.!

 

Please pray for our new.

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Visiting Ecuador for the First Time Since our Move

We were able to travel to Ecuador as a family during July, well, for the most part as a family.  The kids and I (Joel) were there July 7th through July 20th and Kim was able to be there the 12th through the 20th.  It was the first time back for the kids and I since we moved away pretty much a year ago.  It was so wonderful to be back!

 

We were able to spend time with friends in Quito and go to many of our favorite places.  The majority of our time was spent in Cayambe where we could visit the Children’s home and the kids there and be with the staff of the five projects.  It was such a wonderful time of reconnecting with our staff and the kids.  I was able to share a devotional with them as well as share an update on how we have been doing.

 

Additionally, there was a visitng team from Berlin, CT and our supporting church Bethany Covenant Church.  With them, we were able to partner in doing vbs, a construction project and a medical caravan.

 

We had such a great time and it was hard to leave again.  We can’t wait to go back!

 

Enjoy some pictures from our time:

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Redemption in the Hard

So, as a continuation from the hard I just talked about in the last post, I wanted to give you a story that was both hard and redemptive at the same time.

 

As I said, we had a team that came from one of our supporting churches, Bethany Cov in Berlin, CT.  We attended different groups, the first being in Caranqui, Ibarra where we have expanded our SUMAK team and project.  In that area, many non profits and agencies are being closed because a lot of financing comes from the U.S. and without it, they have had to close.  So, there are many displaced people who are without care or access to care.  We saw these patients with general medicine, psychiatry and pediatrics.  The 2nd day we were at the Santiago Children’s Home and saw many family members and beneficiaries of the projects where we serve, some coming from 1-3 hours away for care.

I saw a 17 year old boy.  He was very nice and answered questions more than most 17 year olds do.  But I noticed he was very low on the growth chart for weight and height.  I started to ask some questions about this and after a few minutes, I realized that he didn’t know when the last time he ate a meal was in the last few days.  He said he drank some coffee that morning, that was what he was sure of.  I asked him more about his family.  He lived with his mother and 3 siblings.  He was going to start his final year of high school.  I asked him what he wanted to be and a little light started in his eye that he wanted to be a mechanic.

 

When I pressed a little more about his family, he said that he was taking care of his mother.  He hadn’t been going to school.  She was in an accident in the recent past and wasn’t able to get out of bed.  Although she was getting better, she wasn’t able to cook for the family.  They lived with a grandmother, but I found out that most days she was at the neighbors drinking homemade alcohol and would come back drunk and abusive to the family.  He said that he wasn’t afraid of her anymore, but the younger kids were and he needed to protect them, although he alluded to many years of no one protecting him.  I deduced he was giving his food to his siblings which is why he is so underweight.

 

I could feel tears welling up in my eyes so I politely excused myself and went out in the super crowded waiting room.  All I wanted at that point was a space to just fall apart, but there wasn’t any place to do that, so I went to the corner and cried.  The team was there and they weren’t sure what to do, asking if I was OK and what I needed.  They put a hand on my shoulder and I’m pretty sure they were praying for me.  I went to talk with our team and found out this family was known to our SUMAK project.  The mother had been part of SUMAK up until her accident.  Although she was mobile this day, she was almost catatonic when I saw her.  I remember I had sent her to talk with our psychiatrist that we had on the team.  Talking more with the team, I voiced my concerns and we came up with a plan.

I went back and talked with the young boy.  I cried and said I was worried about him, but that we were going to do what we could to help.  I asked what we could do and he thought for a couple of minutes and couldn’t come up with something.

 

Although this story and family really hit me hard, the redemptive part of the story is that we had avenues that we could help.  Two or three years ago, this family would probably be living in silence, but now all of this is out in the light and we have a team surrounding them that can help, tangibly help!

 

After talking with the mother, she was so fearful and anxious that her kids couldn’t go to school because she has no way to afford buying them uniforms.  By the end of the day, the uniforms had been financially covered and the team was going to be giving an additional food pack to the family for the week before they visited them in the next few days.

 

You may wonder if what is being done in Ecuador helps at all?  Do medical caravans matter?  Doing a VBS, what difference do we make?  Having a project for women and teaching children that violence isn’t OK, does that matter?  Well, I think it does.  I may not have been able to do much for this sweet 17 year old 3 years ago, but I can now with the help of the amazing team on the ground in Ecuador and we all get to be witnesses to it!  Yes, was this is a hard day with hard stories, of course, but the redemptive power of presence and helping them be able to talk with people that are present with them in their suffering makes a difference.  It matters.  People matter, presence matters.

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The good and the hard

We recently came back from a trip to Ecuador.  So many people have asked, as is a normal question, “how was it?”  If you have ever been on a team with us in Ecuador, I usually give feedback and advice to always have something to say when someone asks that.  I always suggest to give more than just “it was fine” or “great!”  All of that may be true, but a lot of times, people want to know more.  I suggest a story or something of impact so people understand a little more the depth of your answer.  However, the last week as people have asked me, my answer has been “it was great and it was also really hard.”  Probably not the best answer right?  It is honest and it does open the door for people to ask more questions, but I think I have caught a couple of people off guard instead of just raving about how amazing it was.

I think as I myself debrief a little bit more from the trip, it is actually a really good answer and I try to explain it a little bit more if people want to know more.  So, I’ll do that for you all.

 

Yes, this is the honest answer “it was really great and it was also really hard,”  For some who understand this having your heart and home in two places, you may understand that.

 

The great parts:

~We spent good time with our staff at the project.

~The kids spent time with their friends.

~We got to spend time with friends.

~We ate amazing Ecuadorian and Venezuelan food.

~We got to stay in our home in Ecuador for 2 nights.

~We spent time with a team from our supporting church in CT and served together with them.

~We got our hair cut and nails done at our old familiar place.

~We got to be at home in the mountains and volcanos.

~We did our end-of-year pictures with our staff.

~Joel got to share devotions with our staff and the team and was able to be open and honest about struggles we have all had which opened up doors for conversations, much needed prayer and people that understand what it is to be in the “trenches” of ministry together.

~Our kids got to visit their old soccer coaches.

~We drank coffee from some of our fav place.

~We shopped in Otavalo.

~We took a family day to spend time doing normal things we used to do, meal out, park walks, fun mountain pictures, and park games.

 

The hard parts:

~We had to visit multiple doctors for illness and dog bites.

~We had to leave.

~We had debrief conversations about living in the U.S. and why we have to.

~We had to leave our house again.

~We were not able to see all of our friends and spend time with them.

~We had hard ministry conversations.

~I was not able to help all the people tangibly during the medical caravan.

~We weren’t able to visit all of our favorite places.

~We had to fly away.

 

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Gather 2025

At the end of last month we were so happy to visit Orlando, FL where we were there as a family to celebrate the 140th Anniversary of the Evangelical Covenant Church at Gather 2025, which is the Annual Meeting of the denomination.  This year was a special denominational gathering as the presidents of the sister Covenant denominations from all over the world were invited to celebrate this important milestone in the ECC as we share together the ministry that happens all around the world in the Covenant church’s name.

It was so neat for us to be here for this very special event.  The president of the Evangelical Covenant Church of Ecuador, Pastor Christian Sani, was with us.  You can see a picture of him above with our family, as well as our Ecuadorian friends (Henry and Olguita Burbano) as well as Rob Peterson and his wife, who is the newly elected Superintendent/President of the Covenant Church of Canada.  Pastor Christian was given the opportunity to lead a morning devotional, participate in the worship services and was involved in many of the details and events of the denomination’s meetings and worship services.  Kim was also recognized for her 14 years of service with the Evangelical Covenant Church as Serve Global personnel (missionary) to Ecuador.  It was a time of many mixed emotions for her as they also held a reception to honor her and her service where Pastor Christian shared a brief prayer for her.  The big thing that Kim has emphasized is that although her time has come to a close with the Evangelical Covenant Church an an employee of the ECC, her ministry to Ecuador continues as she serves the Santiago Partnership in all areas medical (medical liason, medical caravans and help with medical supplies and medicines).

Also as a part of Gather, we had the unique privilege of cheering on our dear friend and partner in ministry, Natasha Westerhoud, as she was ordained for ministry by the Evangelical Covenant Church.  This has been a process of many years of planning, studying and service that has come together to allow her to now reach this point of ordination.  I (Joel) was also reunited with my Marathon/Seminary buddies as we got the opportunity to reconnect with Jodi Moore and Johnna Muniz who I had run a marathon with while in Seminary together.

Gather 2025 provided closure for our year of Ministry Assignment (also known as Home Assignment) as we moved from Ecuador to Romeoville exactly a year ago.













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The Altar

Sometimes I think people get nervous when they hear this word.  The altar in the church can bring different connotations.  Maybe some think of it as a place for scolding or that you go there when you’re convicted of you sin and have to be shamed in front of everyone.  I can understand that feeling, but that hasn’t been my response, at least lately when I think of the altar.  For me, the altar is a beautiful sacred place where change happens.  I grew up in a denomination where “altar calls” were common.  The altar has significance being a place of pruning and awareness, repentance and forgiveness, call and confession and correction.  People sometimes think of the altar as a place of shame, guilt and remorse.  However,  when I think of the altar, I actually look at the altar so fondly.  It has been a place of needed connection with God.  It is a place where everything else is stripped away and all the we can use around us to interrupt our relationship in reconciliation with our God is gone.  You are before God, in all of your brokenness standing or kneeling in need of Him, seeking Him and you know what?  He is there.  He meets us there.  The altar isn’t a place to get dressed up for; it is a place to drop and unload the mess of your life into the arms of someone who can carry it, who is big enough to hold the doubts, anger and questions.  A God who can handle your disappoint and tears.  Of all the places to come, the altar is the representation of where God meets us and changes us.

I have seen chains broken at the altar, lives changed, brokenness reconciled.

A lot of times when I was at the altar, I was not there alone.  People came up and prayed with me, prayed for me.  Not only did I meet God, but others also met me there, where I was, not for what I was or could be, but where I was.  They prayed for me, they encouraged me, they helped disciple me.

The altar can be described differently, defined in many ways, some I found were:

a memorial of the places where God meets us”

“a significant symbol representing sacrifice, worship and divine encounter”

“the altar foreshadows the ultimate sacrifice of Jesus Christ on the cross “

We read in the Bible, especially in the Old Testament of people building an altar in representation or marking of where God did something and it needed to be remembered.

Altars were places where people experienced God’s presence and entered into covenants with Him.

The altar does not need to be a stiff, stoic place of fear and shame.  I think we often put spiritual, holy things in boxes of how they have to be which makes us consciously create formality around it, which, sometimes makes it scary.  But when we meet Jesus when we encounter Him, the space is sacred, yes, but the sacredness doesn’t have to make it stoic.

The altar is the place to offer ourselves, our whole selves, stripped away of all that holds us back from full engagement with the everlasting God.

I have been listening to a song to help keep me reminded of my need for the altar.  My frailty, my brokenness, my weakness to continually keep me in a place of reckless dependance on Jesus.

There are a couple of lines that have really spoken to me with one being, “there’s no waste at the altar.”  Offering isn’t always equal in our human brains.  We think offering our child as Abraham did was such a large sacrifice, and of course it is.  But in the offering is obedience and in that obedience of offering, I believe God is pleased.  There were times for me when I was at the altar where I was struggling with something small, like guidance in a high school friendship, other times it was offering myself to full-time ministry.  Our brains in the human sense would say that isn’t equal right?  But offering isn’t wasted.  Whether a high school problem or a life call, God uses it and it isn’t wasted. Even when life looks different than we imagined when we said YES to the offering, it isn’t wasted.

Another line is “where the tears of the desperate, reach the feet of the Savior,” (GASP EMOJI)…oh the beauty of these words.  In the nothing of our tears, we bring everything, because we know who we are bringing nothing to.  And if nothing is wasted, then those tears, those desperate tears never fall unseen.  They aren’t nothing, they are an offering, sometimes when we have nothing else to give.

“Where the heart of surrender, meets the hands of the Maker.”  In our offering, no matter how big or small, there is likely a cost.  Surrender, giving something up, allowing it not to be yours anymore is a cost, but what better place to put something we think it costly into the hands of the Maker?  Our offering is not wasted.

At the Altar

I’m removingAll of the things that would move me further from YouA thank you could not be enoughIt’s not lost on me what You saved me fromI’m runningStumbling, I know but I’m comingTo give You this offeringMy worship, I’ll never withholdBroken, but You call it beautiful

Where the tears of the desperateReach the feet of the SaviorNothing I wouldn’t offerThere’s no waste at the altarWhere the heart of surrenderMeets the hands of the MakerNothing I wouldn’t offerThere’s no waste at the altarYou can bring everything, everything

Things I’ve treasuredOh, couldn’t come close to Your presenceGrace upon grace, who could measure?No, nothing could measureAnd I’m returningOh, back to the One, I am runningTo give Him my love‘Cause He took a sinner like meWashed me with grace and then set me free, oh

Where the tears of the desperateReach the feet of the SaviorNothing I wouldn’t offerThere’s no waste at the altarWhere the heart of surrenderMeets the hands of the makerNothing I wouldn’t offerThere’s no waste at the altarThere’s no waste at theYour arms are open wide (there’s no waste at the altar)Oh, just bring it all to the Father

Use it all, You can use it allOpen invitation

Come lay your broken dreams at the altarAnd every victory at the altarFear and anxiety cannot live hereThere’s no waste at the altarLet your heart sing out and tell Him you love Him (love You, Lord)Don’t make it perfect, just let it be honest (we love You, Lord)He can use anything, sit back and watch HimThere’s no waste at the altar

Come lay your broken dreams at the altarAnd every victory at the altarFear and anxiety cannot live hereThere’s no waste at the altarLet your heart sing out and tell Him you love Him (you love Him)Don’t make it perfect, just let it be honestHe can use anything, sit back and watch HimThere’s no waste at the altar

There’s no waste at the altarThere’s no waste at the altarThere’s no waste at the altar, ohThere’s no waste at the altarThere’s no waste at the altarThere’s no waste at the altar

Lay it all down, lay it all downLay it all down, lay it all downLay it all down, lay it all downLay it all down, lay it all downLay it all down, lay it all downLay it all down, lay it all downThere’s no waste at the altar

Lay it all down, lay it all downLay it all down, lay it all downLay it all down, lay it all downThere’s no waste at the altar

Lay it all down, lay it all downLay it all down, lay it all downLay it all down, lay it all downThere’s no waste at the altar

Oh, He can use anything (He can use anything)Yes, He can use anything (He can use anything)He can use anythingJust sit back and watch HimThere’s no waste at the altar

Listen to At the Altar

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Living with Scars

A lot of us live with scars. Some of the scars are obvious, outward scars.  Some are a little more hidden, and some of us carry scars that no one else knows about.

 

This year I have done a lot of speaking with my family during our one year ministry assignment.  It is a time where we visit supporting churches or individuals, check in with them and let them know what is happening with the work in Ecuador.  Because I knew I would be in churches, I felt it very important to talk about my obvious scar on my face.  Not because I felt I had to explain the scar, but because I felt if I had a platform, then I needed to use that platform to speak truth, healing and honestly, the power of God that I have witnessed in my life.  It isn’t because I am special or chosen or really anything.  It is just simply that God healed me and being witness to that, I feel like other people need to know it.

 

The parallel to that is that I am also carrying my own hidden scars of these past couple of years.  Deep grief and hurt that I have carried as part of this hard time of ministry.  I have been honest, maybe not in specifics with every person I meet, by I have been honest that ministry has been hard.  I don’t think that is a form of weakness, but I think it is true form of honesty that people need to hear.  It’s hard to share both of these truths, but I think there is something about being vulnerable in what we share that allows people space to not only share their own stories and their own scars, but it also allows them to see that God is big enough to carry them.  There is something healing about sharing stories and sharing scars because we all have them, we all carry them.  When we share those scars, others feel a place where they can share them too.  Sometimes that is hard, sometimes its healing, sometimes it leads to miracles, sometimes it leads to brokenness of relationships for healing to happen.

 

So, April 1st is the one-year anniversary of my cancer surgery.  I have somehow earned more scars this last year with other possible cancer on the skin.  Praise the Lord it has not been.  But in the last year I have learned that I am not ashamed to carry my scars.  My scars tell a story, my story.  It is one of healing and miracles and I think we need more stories told of how God heals!  It isn’t something that happened centuries ago, it still happens and there is power in calling on the “Lord of Hosts”, Jehovah Sabaoth to fight our battles for us when we can’t fight for ourselves.  There is healing in telling people they too can call on this same Lord.  He isn’t a distant, far-away God.  He is a close, present God that catches our tears and sits with us and mourns with us.

 

So, I carry and live with my scars because my story is important to share and yours are too!

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