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\"[Smashed<\/a>Today\u2019s post was written by Chris Logan, Pastor of Worship Arts at\u00a0Community Covenant Church<\/a> in Lenexa, KS.<\/em><\/p>\n

<\/em>A few weeks ago I had this killer rehearsal. I don’t mean that in the colloquial sense, I mean that it was really awful and I had images of being run out of the church after about our third note. Come Sunday, people came up to me afterwards very complimentary, people who had worshipped and wanted to thank me for our team’s hard work. I wanted to ask them if we’d really been in the same room together, but instead I politely thanked them and silently wondered if I needed to get my ears checked.<\/p>\n

Things, evidently, are not always as they seem.<\/p>\n

A week later we had another rough rehearsal, and come Sunday it again was feeling like it would be another one of those days where I try to explain to somebody through gritted teeth how much we appreciate their compliment. But I remember a moment in the middle of our worship set, very distinctly, when all of a sudden words came to me unbidden: “Am I really present?”<\/p>\n

It dawned on me that I had somehow detached myself, from the team and from the music … and in doing so, from the Spirit at work in the room. And on confession of this in my head (I’m still singing during this whole inner dialogue), something about the gathering shifted. It became beautiful.<\/p>\n

The music hadn’t changed; but I had.<\/p>\n

I have this tendency to get so caught up in the minute details that I lose sight of the bigger picture, of why I’m there. After listening to the mp3 both weeks, I can say that the team did a great job; yes, the rehearsals were rough, but after they rehearsed they went home and practiced and really did pull off the music well. The difference seems to be all in my head, how much I was paying attention to God in the room. I spent a full Sunday and part of the next effectively absent because I let myself get psyched out.<\/p>\n

One of the other pastors at my church likes to tell us to ‘move slowly through the room.’ It means that we need\u00a0 to take the time with people who are in front of us, see them as people and not as an audience or as tools. It is the same on stage; we need to let ourselves, even as we stand in front of a mic, move slowly through the room, to practice the discipline of presence. As leaders of a spiritual flavor, we have to remember that things are not always as they seem.\u00a0 We have to look deeper, see the things floating just under the surface of our own minds and of the people in front of us. The question is always, are we paying attention?<\/p>\n

Are we really present?<\/p>\n

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