{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Open Hands and Surrendered Heart","provider_url":"http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/nahnychuk","title":"Hope and Anticipation - Open Hands and Surrendered Heart","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"A0P0sTgFE6\"><a href=\"http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/nahnychuk\/2018\/05\/09\/hope-and-anticipation\/\">Hope and Anticipation<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/nahnychuk\/2018\/05\/09\/hope-and-anticipation\/embed\/#?secret=A0P0sTgFE6\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;Hope and Anticipation&#8221; &#8212; Open Hands and Surrendered Heart\" data-secret=\"A0P0sTgFE6\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script>\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/nahnychuk\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n<\/script>\n","thumbnail_url":"http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/nahnychuk\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/139\/2018\/04\/scenery.jpg","thumbnail_width":1140,"thumbnail_height":641,"description":"Hope &amp; Anticipation\u00a0 Death, Resurrection and Life &#8211; All leading to Hope, All leading to Healing. The intensity of the Easter Season, which flowed along with a very light tax season and constantly moving forward towards missions and Argentina; sometimes felt like God has stepped on the gas pedal. \u00a0It started off slow, one door open at a time to step through. \u00a0Then there were two doors open, and now more. \u00a0And each time I step forward; there&#8217;s also a new gift. \u00a0A reassurance and confirmation. I am learning still who I am as Colleen, apart from Max and Colleen. \u00a0I am finding my feet, my footing, and walking forward. \u00a0I am still carried, probably more than I realize it and I am finding my voice. \u00a0I am definitely in a different space now, then I was seven months ago, then even four months ago. \u00a0It is good to feel; to know in the heart, the hope and anticipation of the future. \u00a0I&#8217;m not saying this is easy, but it is possible, and I am willing. Thank you all for your prayers, support, friendship, and walking this path with me. Know that you are all appreciated and loved. April and this first week of May have flown by. There were the last few days of x-country skiing, hiking in the [&hellip;]"}