{"id":2484,"date":"2013-06-30T20:48:53","date_gmt":"2013-07-01T00:48:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/delp\/?p=2484"},"modified":"2013-06-30T20:48:53","modified_gmt":"2013-07-01T00:48:53","slug":"im-just-not-feelin-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/delp\/?p=2484","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;I&#8217;m just not feelin&#8217; it&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m going to be brutally honest with myself and with you all today.\u00a0 I went to church today, at a new church, not in the right frame of mind.\u00a0 My heart wasn&#8217;t prepared, my mind wasn&#8217;t, and frankly, I arrived tired and just &#8216;going through the motions&#8217;.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t say that because I am proud of it, but I&#8217;m sure we have all experienced those types of days if we&#8217;re honest with ourselves.\u00a0 I first want to start by saying, THANK GOD that He doesn&#8217;t work based on how WE feel or how prepared (OR NOT PREPARED) we are.\u00a0 He works in spite of us!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>We visited a brand new church today, <a title=\"Hope Community Church\" href=\"http:\/\/www.hopedetroit.org\/\">Hope Community Church.<\/a>\u00a0 As I said, I wasn&#8217;t prepared to be in the house of the Lord, no matter where it was and I certainly didn&#8217;t feel that I was representing Christ, I wasn&#8217;t in a good place just coming off a wonderful weekend of being commissioned and consecrated as a long term missionary where leaders, friends and mentors laid hands on us to send us out for this amazing work God wants us to do.\u00a0 I just wasn&#8217;t in a good place.\u00a0 The sermon this morning from <a href=\"http:\/\/www.hopedetroit.org\/html\/welcome.html\">Pastor Kevin Butcher<\/a> shared a story of a lady who was kind of on the outs at his church.\u00a0 He came to her one day and asked what was going on, why she sometimes came and sometimes didn&#8217;t and her overall thoughts about church.\u00a0 She stated simply, pastor, &#8220;I&#8217;m just not feelin&#8217; 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