{"id":903,"date":"2012-12-02T21:58:50","date_gmt":"2012-12-03T03:58:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/clauson\/?p=903"},"modified":"2012-12-07T22:12:02","modified_gmt":"2012-12-08T04:12:02","slug":"failing-on-the-first-sunday-of-advent","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/clauson\/2012\/12\/02\/failing-on-the-first-sunday-of-advent\/","title":{"rendered":"Failing on the first Sunday of Advent"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been anticipating with much excitement the arrival of Advent and Christmas! \u00a0I love sitting by the Christmas tree after the boys are in bed, reading, writing or just being still and thinking. \u00a0I&#8217;ve been excited to start using the new Advent materials I found for my own<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_915\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-915\" style=\"width: 250px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><a href=\"\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/4\/2012\/12\/adventwreath2sm.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-915  \" src=\"\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/4\/2012\/12\/adventwreath2sm-250x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"250\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/clauson\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/4\/2012\/12\/adventwreath2sm-250x299.jpg 250w, http:\/\/blogs.covchurch.org\/clauson\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/4\/2012\/12\/adventwreath2sm.jpg 320w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 250px) 100vw, 250px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-915\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">The boys love lighting the candles on the Advent wreath and sometimes fight over whose turn it is.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>personal devotional time as well as for family devotions. \u00a0And yet, today was the first Sunday of Advent and I&#8217;m already feeling let down. \u00a0First, because church didn&#8217;t really meet my expectations today. \u00a0Most evangelical churches in Oaxaca don&#8217;t follow the church calendar and I&#8217;ve discovered that many of my Christian friends here hadn&#8217;t even heard of Advent. \u00a0So, I wasn&#8217;t necessarily expecting a sermon on Advent, but there really was no sign of Advent at all. \u00a0And, the sermon preached reflected theological views that I disagree with and I found myself getting upset and forming arguments in my head about why I am right and he is wrong. \u00a0Plus, the church has been dealing with conflict recently which is quite evident to everyone in the congregation and it makes things uncomfortable. \u00a0Since I&#8217;ve been serving as a mediator, I felt like people were watching me &#8211; who I did and didn&#8217;t talk with after church and how much time I spent talking to each person. \u00a0Maybe I&#8217;m being a little paranoid (probably), but I just wish the conflicts would go away.<\/p>\n<p>Second, I realized that I was not as prepared for Advent as I thought I was. \u00a0I hadn&#8217;t printed out the visuals for the reflection we would use with the boys. \u00a0We didn&#8217;t have the tree up yet to put the corresponding ornament with the Bible story I would read. \u00a0Plus, when I tried to do the reflection at dinner (without the visuals) the boys were just being silly and any question I would ask them, like, what are your hopes for this Advent and Christmas season, they said things like Santa bringing us lots of presents. \u00a0Really?!? \u00a0Santa?!? \u00a0I mean, they do know about the true meaning of Christmas! \u00a0I did have my personal devotional time, but not as I had planned, or hoped. \u00a0I had thought I would wake up early (my husband is laughing right now!) and have some quiet time to start this Advent season off right. \u00a0Well, I am NOT a morning person. \u00a0And, today the boys and Jojo the dog woke me up. \u00a0So, after taking them all to the park (which is what Nils usually does while he lets me sleep in), I made blueberry pancakes and then it was time to get ready for church. \u00a0So, no morning devos. \u00a0Then, we rushed home from church to watch the end of the Vikings vs. Packers game (we got to have our priorities, right?) and let&#8217;s just say Nils was the happy one after that game, which I guess I am glad for since he&#8217;s a bigger football fan than I am. \u00a0Later, Nils and I did find a little bit of time in the afternoon, while the boys were playing their imaginary football game together, to have a cup of coffee, cookies and read our Advent meditation and Scripture on the terrace. \u00a0I was definitely thankful for that time, even though there was little time to really reflect as I had hoped.<\/p>\n<p>So, basically, my conclusion is I am a mess and I need help. \u00a0Yes, so many good intentions and so little discipline to follow through with them. \u00a0I have come to the prayer, where, like the new book by Anne Lamott that I really want to read, I only can say, &#8220;Help&#8221;. \u00a0Help me, Lord, to be more disciplined this Advent and willing 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